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Wednesday, 25 May 2011

Story of a tear

One of the things I have come to know quite well over the last almost year is what it feels like when I'm about to cry or about to almost cry.  I noticed earlier when I was reading a a miscarriage story on someone's blog.  It sort of starts like a tickle in my nose, then moves to my throat, then it gets quite sore and my eyes get a bit blurry.  Often that's as far as it goes.  If I stop myself from crying it can get really painful, in my throat, nose and eyes.  I wish I hadn't cried so much to have noticed that.

I have decided to start a memorial page.  I don't want to add any babies without asking so let me know if there's anyone you'd like to add.

I've been back at work so far this week and still feeling like a different person to last week.  It's a bit of a roller coaster this path of mine to say the least.

PS.  I've reached 500 views, that's quite a mile stone, never expected to get that many.


  1. SNAP! Same feeling when the tears come :( I'd like to see Thea in the memorial page.

    23rd of March 2011 Thea Caterina.

    Thank you!


  2. That's done Maria.

    Hope you are holding up ok.


  3. OH I'm so stupid.... I got the date wrong. She was born on the 25th of March. The 23rd was the last time I felt her move :(

  4. It's fixed Maria.

    Don't worry about it.